M.net's survival TV Show 'Idol School' contestant shared the behind story of her journey.
On August 28, one of the contestants Jessica Lee(Lee Seul) uploaded a video on her private YouTube channel, talking about her experience with the program.
Jessica said, "I'm done with K-pop now. I'm not gonna do it again. I'm not gonna struggle in life because of K-pop."
Then she started to share her personal story as a former K-pop idol wannabe.
She said, "I have been a trainee in the past, performed at music shows―but I ended up quitting everything and coming back to the Philippines."
"I thought 'Idol School' as my last try, but I regretted participating it right away."
She confessed, "I lost a lot of confidence when it comes to dancing and singing. I felt like I was in a flower garden. They were all so pretty."
But she clarified that she still thinks the opportunity as a good memory.
She said, "Although my dream to become a K-pop idol ended, I am still taking the experience as an amazing memory. I will never take it for granted."
Jessica was one of the members to be eliminated during the first round of the show.
Contestants of 'Idol School' survives based on viewer votes, and the final 9 members get the opportunity to debut as an idol group.
(Credit= 'Idol School' Official Website, 'JessicaDew 제시카듀' YouTube)